Whereupon maybe you do need to take some time to think about why you identify as straight, how accurate that is, and whether it would be a problem for you to identify as bi instead and start hooking up with both sexes. You can still call yourself straight and just sort of compartmentalise that gay-porn-liking part if you want, because it's just porn, and you don't want to do that stuff in real life.
If you just like gay porn, then hey, that's cool. Maybe you're not interested in actually doing anything with another guy, and that's fine. Maybe you don't want to count that though. What if Im gay I dont want to be gay What if being bi means Im never happy in my relationships, whether its with a man OR a woman What if this. I mean, it's like saying 'I'm not straight, I'm an asexual person with a fetish for heterosexual intercourse!' Masturbating to gay porn is just, you know, being into watching guys fucking. Usually, fetishes are defined as a sexual fixation on an object or non-genital body part. I'm not sure 'masturbating to gay porn' actually counts as a fetish.